These are not beings from distant planets…they know us, they’re familiar with us, they know our desires and our weaknesses. They’ve been watching us. A lot of these abductees remember these encounters from childhood onward, as if they’ve been monitored. These entities are familiar with our planet, our society, our way of life, they’re even familiar with our minds and thought patterns. They’re also rather proprietary, as if they feel they have a right to experiment on us…it’s as if they’re the rulers of our world.
You are so brace to continue you're spiritual journey after what happened to you. I have a few suggestions about the angel thing you were discussing in you're video, they could have been you're guardian angel because we know are guardian angels but then again in a physical sense we don't know them we lose contact when we become physical like you know earthly. That's why people do things to reconnect with their angels. Another thought is it our have been an angel we as humans are unaware of.